Kaia is driving me crazy. I almost hope she’s sick so she can get some medication to get well. Because if she’s not sick…oh man. She has not napped today, just like every other day this week and call me bad mama, but I am to the point where it is really hard to feel sorry for her because I have not had a break from her. She hasn’t done anything but cry and whine and crawl around after me pulling on my legs. We just are not in a situation where I can carry her around all day or sit in a chair with her on my lap. I have to put her down. Now she’s crying because she can’t get into the girls’ room because the door is closed and she’s tired and she probably doesn’t feel good. I tried to lay down this afternoon for the first time in what seems like years. It was 1:07 when I set the timer for one hour. She was sleeping. The SECOND I laid down she woke up. When I finally picked her up it was 2:00 and she had been screaming the whole time. I don’t know what to do with her. I am at my absolute breaking point. She knocked a full glass of water out of my hand, she screamed and screamed when I put her down to clean it up, I hit my head on the corner of the end table. I went outside to get away from her for a minute and she followed and banged on the door and cried unti I came in. Now she is on her knees by my chair bawling. HELP ME PLEASE!
So that is the end of my bitch session for today.